LIFE a small four letter word that has so much meaning to it but can be snatched away from someone in a second. Everyone says theres a reason you were put on Earth but im not so convinced...I mean was I put on Earth to go through all this pain? I know we all have our own problems and struggles but i mean theres only so much of it you can take. I also know im still young and have alot of time to figure things out but the shyt I've been through well lets just say its been alot for me to take on. So far I've been pretty strong about the things I've been through....but that last year has been a huge challenge for me. I mean I've tried to stay strong but the last little while I've just been torn apart and lost.

When i was 5. I lost a big part of my life, my mom. My mom was an amazing person and i loved her more than anything. She was a beautiful mother and had a smile and laugh that could brighten up anyones day. When i was younger my mom got sick...really sick and she had to go into the hospital, I was so scared for her. My mom ended up going into a comma and it killed me seeing her like that. When i used to visit her I'd talk to her but it hurt that I never knew if she was able to hear me. I used to cry every night and pray that one day she would come home, and maybe a miracle would make her better. Unfortunatley 2 years later my mom passed away. I'd always wondered why her? Why my mother? Ever since then my life was turned upside down. I had never been the same person after that. I will never forget her and she will remain in my heart forever and ever. I know my moms an angel right now looking down on me, I hope to make her proud.